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Friday, February 09, 2007
We're not even surprised anymore when we see one of us crying somewhere.
No one is.
No one is.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
I refuse to be emo/angsty.
ye gads.
my dad got back this afternoon.
to sum things up, it's been a long time since things have been this bad. everyone's hysterical, my dad just keeps walking away (literally) in order not to answer any question. my mum was begging me to go upstairs so that she doesn't have to be alone with him. i did, and after a fe minutes it escalated again. back downstairs.
i've stopped caring about a lot of things.
i just wish i didn't have so much responsibility in this family. for my mum, mostly.
is it too much to wish for parents who don't get into hysterical arguments every time after spending more than ten minutes with each other?
or just for him to move out again.
my dad got back this afternoon.
to sum things up, it's been a long time since things have been this bad. everyone's hysterical, my dad just keeps walking away (literally) in order not to answer any question. my mum was begging me to go upstairs so that she doesn't have to be alone with him. i did, and after a fe minutes it escalated again. back downstairs.
i've stopped caring about a lot of things.
i just wish i didn't have so much responsibility in this family. for my mum, mostly.
is it too much to wish for parents who don't get into hysterical arguments every time after spending more than ten minutes with each other?
or just for him to move out again.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
now that it comes down to it, i honestly don't know how to formulate coherent thoughts to pen.
I'm upset, and angry, and sad, and pissed off, and disgusted, and very very hurt by the behaviour of some.
it's almost funny how fast things can change.
at least this way i'll discover my true friends.
I'm upset, and angry, and sad, and pissed off, and disgusted, and very very hurt by the behaviour of some.
it's almost funny how fast things can change.
at least this way i'll discover my true friends.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
I have a new blog. Shall still use this one from time to time. Switching back and forth between the two.
http://magneuz.livejournal.com/
An LJ, finally.
http://magneuz.livejournal.com/
An LJ, finally.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
English: A1 =)
Lit: A2
Humanes: A2 !!!!!! I got E8 in mid year!!
E Math: A2. like. Omg. My worst subject.
Phys/Chem: A2 lOmg. My 2-nd worst subject.
Bio: C5. not surprising.
German: C5. Ha! Like. Duh. I skipped half the lessons last year.
L1R4: 9
L1R5: 14.
I skipped german last year to go for drama. In the end, drama is what got me into AC. so. YAY.
Liz, whatever JC you choose, I hope you'll be happy there.
Lit: A2
Humanes: A2 !!!!!! I got E8 in mid year!!
E Math: A2. like. Omg. My worst subject.
Phys/Chem: A2 lOmg. My 2-nd worst subject.
Bio: C5. not surprising.
German: C5. Ha! Like. Duh. I skipped half the lessons last year.
L1R4: 9
L1R5: 14.
I skipped german last year to go for drama. In the end, drama is what got me into AC. so. YAY.
Liz, whatever JC you choose, I hope you'll be happy there.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
All the best for tomorrow. Hopefully the number on that miserable piece of paper which is going to decide our fate will be a nice one for everyone.
Ben, I expect to see you in school next week. =)
Aight. Good luck people.
Ben, I expect to see you in school next week. =)
Aight. Good luck people.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
This new blog skin is here By Order of His Majesty Benjamin Chow.
Have also decided to start linking people. Shall finish tomorrow, or sometime.
I wrote up a timeline/biography.
I'm Nicole Sanders and I'm 29. I'm Canadian and I just moved in with my boyfriend, Bryan Matthews, who is 31 and is a painter.
My father and elder brother were firefighters. My father passed away when I was 4 and Jeremy died in a fire 15 years ago, when I was 14 and he was 24.
My mother was unstable after my father's death and Jeremy's put her into a mental hospital.
I lived with my aunt Yvonne until I was 19 and went to university to get a Bachelor's and Master's in Psychology.
I met Bryan at an art exhibition 5 years ago. We became very close friends and he encouraged me to follow my dream of becoming a firefighter.
I joined NYFD at 25.
On the morning of Sept. 11, I was on my shift in the firehouse and was talking to Bryan on the phone, since absolutely nothing was happening at work.
The last thing I said to him when the call came was : "Have to go. I love you."
I went with the company to Tower One and continued on after the second collapse.
I rescued 3 men and a woman who were stuck in an office on the 8th floor. I broke down the door with my axe.
When the tower collapsed, I was on the 43rd floor, trying to lift some debris off a man.
I was crushed under the ceiling.
I died instantly.
Nicole Sanders.
Someone is alive because I am dead.
If you have made it this far, let me congratulate you.
I stole the last line off Laura. I think it absolutely sums up everything about the firefighters.
And, thanks.
Have also decided to start linking people. Shall finish tomorrow, or sometime.
I wrote up a timeline/biography.
I'm Nicole Sanders and I'm 29. I'm Canadian and I just moved in with my boyfriend, Bryan Matthews, who is 31 and is a painter.
My father and elder brother were firefighters. My father passed away when I was 4 and Jeremy died in a fire 15 years ago, when I was 14 and he was 24.
My mother was unstable after my father's death and Jeremy's put her into a mental hospital.
I lived with my aunt Yvonne until I was 19 and went to university to get a Bachelor's and Master's in Psychology.
I met Bryan at an art exhibition 5 years ago. We became very close friends and he encouraged me to follow my dream of becoming a firefighter.
I joined NYFD at 25.
On the morning of Sept. 11, I was on my shift in the firehouse and was talking to Bryan on the phone, since absolutely nothing was happening at work.
The last thing I said to him when the call came was : "Have to go. I love you."
I went with the company to Tower One and continued on after the second collapse.
I rescued 3 men and a woman who were stuck in an office on the 8th floor. I broke down the door with my axe.
When the tower collapsed, I was on the 43rd floor, trying to lift some debris off a man.
I was crushed under the ceiling.
I died instantly.
Nicole Sanders.
Someone is alive because I am dead.
If you have made it this far, let me congratulate you.
I stole the last line off Laura. I think it absolutely sums up everything about the firefighters.
And, thanks.
Yeah, I know I said I didn't think I would get a speaking role in the Tempest, etc cos of my screwed-up audition.
But still.
I had my hopes really high when they told us that people not in the cast for Night of Laughter have a speaking role in the Tempest.
...I'm a nymph.
And of course, also not in the cast for NoL.
Which is utterly frustrating, considering that some people are in SYF, NoL and speaking role in the Tempest.
If I sucked so badly I wouldn't be in SYF in the first place though (or AC for that matter!), and I suppose I should be glad I'm doing something.
Can't say it's an easy thing to get over and forget.
I've been planning to ask why, what I did wrong, what can I improve on, etc.
Planning, being key word.
I shall be a very good nymph, then.
...although it sounds like a baby cockroach.
But still.
I had my hopes really high when they told us that people not in the cast for Night of Laughter have a speaking role in the Tempest.
...I'm a nymph.
And of course, also not in the cast for NoL.
Which is utterly frustrating, considering that some people are in SYF, NoL and speaking role in the Tempest.
If I sucked so badly I wouldn't be in SYF in the first place though (or AC for that matter!), and I suppose I should be glad I'm doing something.
Can't say it's an easy thing to get over and forget.
I've been planning to ask why, what I did wrong, what can I improve on, etc.
Planning, being key word.
I shall be a very good nymph, then.
...although it sounds like a baby cockroach.